So sorry to hear about your health. I am retired Border Patrol and was poisoned about 6 times (on purpose) luckily, I only got food poisoning... I did donate the max (240 hours) of leave to an Agent I didn’t know who was poisoned with a farm chemical... I wish I saved his name... I’d like to know how he’s doing... I think he was poisoned in the North West... and it really did a number on him from what I hear... Good luck to you and God Bless! Will keep you in my prayers.
Dan